Jessica Middlebrook

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Having problems with my computer, so leaving big hugs incase I can`t get on for a few days, love Christine xxx

Christine Carmichael 1 week ago

Hey!!

Hi hunni bun!! omg this is not ryt at all!!

Met Nic the otherday n went to Jo's we were chatting bout the good old days in the Pheasent lol U rem those karaoke nyts?? lol u n Nic used to come to blows cos ud take over the song lol u had a passion for singing hun! OMG we all used to sing for the free shots remember! Shinead Occonor Nothing compares to you will always make me think of you!! Its sad but makes me smile how well u sang it babe!
Wish u were here! Santas coming soon be there for your Mum!!!!!!
Miss ya darl lots and lots of love Cass, Jayden and bump xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Cass Rochell (Close Friend) October 17, 2009

~~ The Hand Of God ~~

I felt the hand of god today
it touched my broken heart
it didn't mend it never will
but at least it was a start

He did his best to comfort me
and help me understand
the reason why he took you
into the promised land

The angels must have sung with joy
with arms outstretched with love
and welcome you into the home
they share with god in heaven above

His promise to the kind and good
is joy beyond compare
those things you were abundantly
and of joy you take your share

Try as we might it's hard to grasp
you are no longer here
for all we long for everyday
is to have and hold you near

Our days are filled with longing
to see your smiling face
to enjoy once more the happy times
and share a warm embrace

Instead we struggle on and on
the pain it will not go
with only memories to keep us sane
oh how we miss you so

It's hard to go on living
we are so tired and lonely
each day all we can think is
'why? and oh, if only'

But these are things we cannot change
as much as we might try
and so we go on thinking
'oh, if only and oh why?

Love & BIG (((HUGS))) ~~ Christine...x♥x

Christine Carmichael September 26, 2009

♥TIME♥

I thought that time was healing
All the hurt you left behind
That empty spaces could be filled
My arms, my heart, my mind.

And though my body looks the same
As it did when you were here
The emptiness is growing
Even bigger with each tear.

I thought that time was healing
All the agonizing pain
That as the tears were fading
Soon I wouldn't feel the same.

And though I can be smiling
And you think that I'll survive
The pain is in my blood now
I have nowhere else to hide.

I thought that time was healing
All the loss a mother feels
That now you live within my heart
I had you near me still.

But I need so much to touch you
To see you smile again
And those memories I'm told are mine
Can never feel the same.

I thought that time was healing
All the while the mask was worn
That underneath a new me
Was waiting to be born.

But now I find I am the mask
It helps to keep me safe
And though my heart is breaking
You won't see it in my face.

I thought that time was healing
All those tears my eyes have seen
That aching arms that miss you
Could be satisfied with dreams.

But here I am, in pain again
And healing stands alone
And mother weeps the world can see
For a daughter who can't come home♥

Christine Carmichael September 19, 2009

The Lovliest of Memories

The lovliest of memories
Will never fade away.
Though years may come and go,
The joy they brought will stay.

Golden days of childhood;
Running free in fields of flowers,
So happy in our innocence
When all the world was ours.

Special times once shared
With loved ones long since gone,
We hold them in our hearts,
Their memories living on.

The lovliest of memories
Mean more than words can say,
For when we feel downcast
They will chase all cares away

Christine Carmichael September 16, 2009

jess

r.i.p jess missing u

Danny Batkin September 12, 2009

*~*~*~* GOOD AFTERNOON JESSICA XXX *~*~*~*


♰`*` ♰ Another Star Up In The Sky`*`Another Angel Way Up High`*`Another Light To Guide The Way`*`Another Angel Too Far Away. ♰`*`♰


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Christine Carmichael September 11, 2009

hay hunni its nearly been 2 years how time flies e every one still thinks ov you. hope you are ok lv kisses and lots ov hugs sammi xxxx

Samantha Ward September 3, 2009

Jess, missing u everyday cant belive its almost bin 2years miss u loads matey.will av a large drink for u.SLEEP WELL.love flick and lee.xxx

Flick Arveda (Friend) September 2, 2009

Rabbit x

Hi darling!! Too long time no see really awful news about oliver same age as u and another one of ur friends!! Life works in wierd ways! but at least u can watch over everyone as u did wen u wa here ur sooo bloody missed lady wish you could COME HOME!!

I dont know how your family have the strength especially your mum! Me and Nic were chattin biut u otherday old times! I can remember wen u tried to gi that guy bloody first aid wen he got punched tht sunday nyt in spoons tht wa soooo funny!!! U always did make us laugh babe one of your best qualities miss u loads!!

Always spare a thought for u darlin n will never stop u r one in a million miss youuuuuu!!! xxxxxxx

Cass Rochell (Close Friend) September 1, 2009